Closet Democrat

As a lesbian serving in the military, I knew how to stay closeted for self-preservation; it was the only way I could continue serving my country for twenty years. But since my retirement eleven years ago, I have been “out and proud” as they say. I don’t think about it much; I don’t broadcast that I’m gay, but if asked, I’ll answer truthfully. I have not experienced any overt discrimination.

My democratic leanings are another story. All my friends know I’m a Democrat, but I keep my political leanings to myself when out in public. I don’t think even my friends know I’m not “out” as a left-wing liberal. My mother knows, and we argue about it constantly. The gay thing she’s gotten used to; but a left-wing liberal? A Democrat! How could I?

My business associates are, for the most part, Right-wing Republican Neo-Cons and proud of it. I keep quiet so we can continue to do business. I confess, I’m a coward. But we all gotta eat, right?

To be fair, most of them probably don’t even know I’m gay. But I think they would handle that news easier than knowing I voted for Kerry.

Anyway, on National Coming Out Day, I’m thinking of wearing my blue “think Dem” bracelet to my business meeting. Wish me luck.